Wilderness Wifey

Disclaimer: Not a cult. Is marriage not the happily ever after you were promised your whole life? Is it, in actual fact, a disappointment? Do you feel ungrateful for all the struggles you have been blessed with? Does your husband emotionally neglect you? Does Biblical womanhood make you unhappy? What happened? How did you get here? Girl, welcome to The Wilderness ™. Let me tell you that the last five years of marriage raising four toddlers, including my husband, has been the ultimate blessing. It is literally what the Lord has designed me to do, while simultaneously blessing me with loneliness and misery. This is the true power of the Lord's love. He wants me to suffer this ordeal, which I have come to call The Wilderness ™ or The Wild ™ or whatever . Okay, so what it The Wilderness ™ exactly? Well the definition is flexible depending on what day you ask me. It usually meets the clinical criteria for depression, except is isn't- you're just disconnected. It's actually G...